A conversation that made me blush
Luka comes up in conversation again around the dinner table tonight. I just can’t help it! So many things make me think of Luka. My husband says something along the lines of “Oh my god, not again. Are you okay? I think you need help!” He then goes on to say I should “just get it over with” and write to Luka in prison already. (As if writing would stop my obsession, lol.) My usual response “You’re silly” and my daughter pipes in with “You really should! Tell him how you’re totally obsessed with him!” I’m blushing by now, but my husband adds “I’m serious! Just write to him! I know you want to! You’re like a school girl with a crush. I hear the way you say his name and get all giddy!” I squirm uncomfortably for a few minutes before the conversation moves on.
Yeah, like a school girl with a crush, that’s exactly what it’s like. Only I’m not a school girl, I’m a grown woman; and I don’t remember EVER having any crush that felt this strong or occupied my mind so constantly!! But I guess it’s pretty obvious to the people closest to me, even though they really have no idea of the extent of this obsession. Although it sounds like I have my husband’s blessing to write to Luka. (I wonder what he would say if I actually did and told him.)